There are so many times when I think that I am really doing good at trusting God and really putting my faith in Him.

Then there are times like this week, when I frankly just suck at it. I was waiting on something and waiting and was trying to have patience. Then all of a sudden my flesh kicks in and then I just start trying to make things happen.

Then my making things happen... Usually has a tendency to make things worst.

There are times that when I think I am doing good spiritually then I have weeks like this week... That shows me I still have a long way to go.